Kevin took the day off to come with me for my first chemo. As directed, I
 put my Emla cream on over the port and covered it with a piece of cling
 wrap and some tape. It's lidocaine and prilocaine, which numb the skin 
so I won't feel anything when they access my port. We left enough time 
to stop for breakfast at Panera (have you had their breakfast soufflés? 
They're delicious.) before heading to the hospital. We got checked in 
and waited a few minutes before we were called back. We were early 
enough to have our pick of seats, and the nurse said the corner spots 
were popular for the privacy they afforded. I decided I'd like that, 
particularly since it was my first time. The nurse, Lisa, was excellent.
 She chatted with us as she set things up, answered my zillion 
questions, and helped us feel more at ease.
The Emla worked, and I 
didn't feel a thing, barely even any pressure, when Lisa started my IV. 
Everything worked as it was supposed to, and she had me hooked up pretty
 quickly. The first step is to receive the premeds, which help to 
reduce side effects, particularly nausea. A steroid was administered 
via IV, and I also took some oral Zofran, which I was surprised to find 
were chewable and pretty tasty. Lisa said most people prefer to swallow 
it, as they quickly come to associate the taste with the unpleasantness 
of chemo. We had a fair bit of time to kill while the premeds went to 
work, so Kevin and I chatted and then read the weekly updates for the 
baby from a few sites we like. The first came from My Pregnancy, and 
elicited a few choice words from me as the irony of the situation sunk 
in (italics mine):
"How your life's changing", I read. "Your baby's not the only 
one with more hair--your locks may look more full and lustrous than 
ever. --Oh eff you! -- It's not that you're growing more hair, 
but thanks to hormonal changes, the hair that you'd normally shed is 
sticking around longer than usual.--Not for long!-- Enjoy the fullness while you can--the extra hair will fall out after you give birth.--Or in about 13 days. Probably 13 days."
I
 could hardly finish reading the blurb; I was laughing so hard that I 
had tears in my eyes. Seriously? This is what they tell us about today?
Once
 we finished reading the weekly updates, we had about 30 more minutes 
until I'd start getting the actual meds. I asked Kevin to run over to my
 asthma doctor's office (also at GBMC, though a few buildings away) to 
pick up a prescription for me, as my inhaler was just about empty and my
 awesome doctor often gives me samples to spare me the ridiculously high 
$50 copay.
I kid you not, he hadn't been gone ten minutes before the
 fire alarm went off. The nurses were surprised--they're usually 
notified in advance of fire drills, and they hadn't been notified. 
Everyone in my infusion room put on shoes, unplugged IV stands, and 
started towards the exit, which was down a long hallway winding past the
 other infusion room, waiting rooms for the doctors, and the main lobby.
Just before I got to the door, an employee made an announcement 
that they'd confirmed it was a drill and that we could return to 
whatever we'd been doing.
Entertainment portion of the morning 
over, Kevin returned and my infusion started shortly after. The first 
medication, Adriamycin, looked like red Kool-Aid in large syringes. 
Apparently, this drug can wreak some impressive havoc if it gets out of 
the vein, so it's pushed slowly by the nurse rather than left to drip. 
Lisa told me to keep my mouth as cold as possible throughout, sucking on
 ice chips or drinking ice water in order to reduce the likelihood or 
severity of mouth sores (spoiler: I still got them, but maybe they 
weren't as bad as they could have been).
Once that one was finished,
 she started the Cytoxan. I worked on getting caught up on some 
paperwork and did a little journaling; Kevin and I both read some. The 
oncology social worker came to talk to us and see if we needed anything;
 she said we could get a free three-month YMCA family membership, so I was 
excited for that. I dropped my membership to save money about eight 
months ago, but the water activities in particular are really good for 
my hip, and I have been missing it. So I'll get that set up pretty soon.
 Thanks, anonymous donors!
We got my prescription for Neulasta 
arranged;  I had to call the specialty pharmacy to clarify information 
and provide shipping details, as it'll be delivered to our house 
tomorrow morning, in time for me to self administer. Holy smokes, I've 
got to pay a lot of money for things that will make me feel awful. It'll
 keep me healthy though, so I'll do it.
We finished right around
 1:30. I was feeling pretty good, so on the way home we stopped at the 
grocery store for ingredients for several freezer meals. Kevin's family 
came to our house for our Friday night pizza, and then Kevin and I got 
the guestroom set up for my mom, who got in a little after eight.
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